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| A new coat of paint, a fresh new start for yours truly .... |
by : Kat (Mary) Carlson _ author/publiser
Howdy folks ! .... "TGIF " ...... Ya know, I can't really relate to having a weekend or Friday,
but I know most or plenty of you guys out there in this world, do! So, I hopped aboard the
friendly crowd of worker bees, and support your busy lives and everything that entails.
Being retired is a kick. I am just now "loving it". I am also getting acquainted with this community of peoples in Ojai and Ventura. Plans are in the making for activities outside my home.
Now, Is "freedom" really all it is cracked up to be ? When I discussed my newfound "freedom" with my "Creator" and the final emancipation of my "soul", I went this direction in my mind. So, am I really and truly "free" if you created my mind that ultimately chose you as my Master.. What about "autonomy" ? In a way, I feel violated again. There's no "privacy" ! You know my every thought , because you give me those thoughts to begin with. How is that real freedom ? Now, I know that I can't go anywhere or do anything or think anything, without you having somehow guided my steps ? I am on a path with" restraints". Yikes, the dreaded restraints ! I DON'T WANT THOSE !!! What restraints was the answer, ____ "you know , rules like , _ uh, __ oh yeah, like, _ PEACE, and REST, and Love, ooops, , yeah, strike that." Guess I am in "excellent " territory after all. This is "autonomy" at it's best. I was only a "little" reluctant to begin taking this approach/position with "ONE" so LOVING and GIVING and POWERFUL. Always I am thankful that I can question my station as a human being with the very "POWER" that saw fit to create it. I value "LIFE", but I didn't always. Didn't have a Life of my own. So, I salute the "ability to question" & even "rebel" against before accepting anyone "concept" or anything into your heart and mind! Just rake it over the coals. After all, what have you got to lose ? We both know the answer to that ! Precious cargo !!!
So, now, I begin striking out _"on my own"_ after being "imprisoned" the whole of my LIFE. Oh JOY, what's next ? ......................................:)
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| Have a "great" weekend !!! Who's ready for Halloween ? |
( If you have read other blogs I've written about Peace, Rest, Joy, Love, etc., First my "SPIRIT" was healed , then came my "soul". )
check them out _ http://lilymakesmesmile.com, http://chooseurwords.com, http://akneadedtouch4u.com All in the archives ( 8/14-1/15) on WordPress.com , even more blogs are available on Living Words and I Support Life.
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