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| I' m back ...... |
by: Kat ( Mary ) Carlson _author/publisher
Once upon a time, I Kat, sat down at my laptop, whipped out a blog
practically without a single notice to me. Rarely did I go back and read those that I had written.( well, editing, that sort of thing, you know? ) Time changes things. I changed. And then, "Life" threw curve balls, I choked, then faced facts, I could not write at all. With time and facing this unwelcomed fact, I can and am getting back to NOT my old self, but someone "new" to me.
I'm no speedy - Gonzales anymore. It pleases me to be able to say that this morning. To "wait", now is very much who I am, rather than something I had to make myself do. It's comfortable. I have the privilege to "experience" "Life" here and now. No, I hadn't the "knowledge" or "awareness" that I was rushing through it.
Wait ........waiting ! Nothing is more true about "living" than the glaring
"fact" that waiting "IS". Just to "mix-it-up" with phrases, how's this ?
"CONSTANT change " _ "KNOW - ledge" _ ? ? , Then, on purpose, I speed things up then slow down. I then "switch" the type of "music", different genres, loudness, softness, etc. Intentionally, I am a train wreck of my own making. Maybe you don't believe this is "safe" for you. then, do not do it!
The word "Know-ledge" is what I interpret to mean, all the things you "DO",
know from your heart, even if it's this fact " I don't know". A basic "platform" for us humans is to admit to ourselves , " I don't know " . The most helpful and courageous " truth is saying this when you need to. This is
an example of "know-ledge", something you know or have learned with experience. " CONtent or ConTENT ? " WORDS", they are, and they are
useful in endless ways. Anyone with me on this ? Have you been helped
by the power of "WORDS"? I HAVE !! ( One example : 22 years of uncontrollable depression.) It's gone now, for "forever".................using only
"WORDS" !
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| There is " Peace", .... I know !! |
(_ A Wink & a Smile_) ...............................................:)
For me to say that I used "ONLY" words is NOT accurate. However that IS where I began to "fix" my now, manageable and capable LIFE. Still, I am extremely proud that I am not now nor have I been using any drugs ( prescription or otherwise,) My belief is that my mind & body would be way too muddied by chemicals for enough clarity to respond to helpful new concepts.
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